She's been avoiding me. Yesterday, I wasn't sure, but she has. I guess it is because of what happened; when I saw her the next morning she glanced at the strands of long blonde hair wrapped around Blue Water's mount, touched the side of her neck, then proceeded to ignore me. I don't see why; it isn't like it could have been anyone else; there are only three other women on board, and only a single person with hair that shade of pale. I wish she would just talk to me; tell me what is going on in her head, why she's been avoiding me. That's what hurts the worst, of course. I think I could handle `I made a mistake' or some such, but this . . . I stroke those few strands and worry. ------------------cut here---------------------- Apologies to GAINAX